FYN Chapter 144
Chapter 144
【wuxiax.com】Mobile reading website wuxiax.com If you like it, share it
Ruan Yu changed positions, opened the cake box, took away other offerings, and placed the beautifully crafted three-layer cake in front of his mother's tombstone, before saying, "Today is also her birthday."
Qi Lan was startled suddenly, and she was fully awake.
Although it was only a short sentence and a few words, the information hidden in it was like a huge stone falling on Qi Lan's heart.
She only knew that Ruan Yu's father was a firefighter who died for his country and became a martyr when he participated in a rescue, but she didn't know that it was his wife's birthday that day. Maybe his wife and children were still guarding the birthday cake at home, waiting for him to go back and have a happy reunion. .
If this is just a coincidence, then Ruan Yu's mother's death date and father's death date are also on the same day, which seems unusual.
"Aunt..." Qi Lan pressed Ruan Yu's shoulder and spoke with difficulty, not knowing whether to reveal the terrible truth.
"She committed suicide." Ruan Yu lowered her head and said softly.
Qi Lan only felt her heart sink, and the tip of her nose was attacked by a strong sour feeling, and her vision instantly became hazy.She knelt on the cold stone surface and hugged Ruan Yu tightly.
"Actually, her health was already very poor at that time. The doctor said... it would take three to five months at most. I don't know if she knew it, should she know it? After all, it was her body. That day she suddenly became very nervous. Okay, tell me that I want to eat cake... I'm so stupid, it's been several years since her birthday, but I actually believed it, went out to buy the cake she said, and it turned out..." Ruan Yu spoke slowly, several times Pausing to adjust my emotions, I still didn't finish speaking in the end.
Qi Lan's heart twitched, and she realized that her shoulders were slightly wet, it was Ruan Yu's tears, and her own tears also fell down.
The two just hugged each other and cried for a while. At the beginning, they were both a little inexplicably embarrassed, but there was a little intimacy in the embarrassment.After a while, Ruan Yu tidied herself up without looking at her, and said in a low voice, "Are you stupid, why are you crying with me?"
"I cried half of your tears for you, so that you won't be too sad." Qi Lan said, paused, and then said, "You know the words of comfort, and I can't say anything new. But Ruan Ruan , I will always be with you, and you will never be alone again."
"Yeah." Ruan Yu rubbed his face, suppressing all kinds of emotions, "Actually, it has been several years, and I have figured out what I should think. But every time I come back and think of those things, I will still be like this, so I also Haven't been here a few times."
She laughed at herself when she said this, "So I'm not a filial daughter."
"Don't say that." Qi Lan disapproved.
"Anyway, that's how it is." Ruan Yu said, "I won't embarrass myself, maybe one day I'll think it through and I'll understand, right?"
She turned her head to look at the tombstone, and then at Qi Lan, "Since you're here, if you want, you can... kowtow to my parents too? By the way... change your name."
Of course Qi Lan was not unwilling, and simply knelt down.When the first one knocked his head down, he was probably too excited and didn't grasp the strength well, so he let out a "boom", which startled Ruan Yu, and all the complicated and cloudy emotions in his heart were blown away in an instant. up.
Chapter 69 Let's Get Married
Maybe it was because she met her parents and passed Ming Road, so she had an identity. When she went down the mountain, Qi Lan no longer shy away from it. She held the basin she wanted to return to the management office in one hand, and held Ruan Yu's tightly in the other hand, using her own palm to warm her cold fingers.
It was about ten o'clock in the morning, and the dark clouds that had been gloomy all morning seemed to have been blown away by the wind, revealing the faint sun behind the clouds, shining a not too dazzling white light.
Ruan Yu's heavy heart was blown open like this dark cloud.
When she reached the foot of the mountain, she turned her head and glanced back.The white tombstones and the green pines and cypresses are layered on top of each other, looking solemn and solemn, like the orderly world that people dream about after death.
When she was a child, she read the phrase "relatives are still sad, others have already sang" in her textbook, and she always felt very sad, as if a person was abandoned by the whole world.However, at this moment, she suddenly felt something else.
This is an elegy Tao Yuanming wrote for himself.A person who knows he is going to die can still write such a poem, simulating the funeral scene after his death from the perspective of a bystander. Even if he has nostalgia for this world, he is extremely honest in his heart.That being the case, how can you feel sad because you are forgotten by the world?
So the next sentence is, what's the point of dying?Hold the body on the same mountain!
Those who have died have another destination, and everything in the world has nothing to do with them.And what she holds in her hand is the future, the world, and the power of all life.
It wasn't until returning to the car that the heat from the air conditioner hit his face, and Ruan Yu came back to his senses.
She cried on the mountain just now, and the skin under her eyes was numb from the mountain wind. Now that she was warmed up, she felt a dull tingling pain.Ruan Yu was about to raise his hand to wipe, but was held down by Qi Lan.She took out a wet paper towel, put it on the air conditioner for a while, and then came over, carefully wiped the skin around the eye sockets for Ruan Yu, and then wiped off the wet marks with a dry and soft paper towel.
"Is this better?" She looked at it for a moment, and saw that this small piece of skin was still very red, so she couldn't help asking with some worry.
【wuxiax.com】Mobile reading website wuxiax.com If you like it, share it